Monday, August 17, 2009

18 ,August ,2009 0122AM thats tonight gonna be last night for us, by 凯斯之集





我爱你我想你将会是我们之间的最后一句话,虽然开始时很心痛但脸上依然带着微笑~或许你说我gentleman,此时此刻我先说end our love ,是因为我下定决心~虽然当初你生气我要那么快end ,所以才拖拉到上一分钟依然不舍得。不过这次我是真心面带微笑,心带欢乐放下这五年的感情,我懂这样说,你会依然像以前我那宝贝盟颖,哭到眼肿,但是这是一种解脱~下一次的见面与拥抱将会是普通的好朋友~嘿嘿~
This is Last ending for us in 18,August,2009 0122AM,we should end it now , my lovely yinn , no matter how I sad how I pain , no matter how you cry how you sad, tonight gonna be the last night for me and you love each other ~ I remember last 2 week that you still sad ,angry maybe crying that I end it so fast… cause your sadness and tears ,we didn’t end up on that day, and hope to postpone the day at our last meet …but now , we should understand , that we also want to end up the love in one day , why don’t we end up now? I know after the message that I send for you , you will cry cause that message be the last I love you and I miss for u … tonight maybe is the last day to let you cry … and the next day you won’t gonna cry and sad again …

The guy u said ,he is so perfect to you…a good guy and a guy you want … although you always say that you don’t really love him … but soon I will disappear in your sight , you won’t think about me again and start your new love ,right ?

I m a guy who finding the truth about world, I am a guy who feel memory important to me … so when I form 3 that time I choose to be bad guy… but I never regret that way I choose , cause I know when I die that day I will not regret , and I will die with smile with a big laugh , cause I had a wonderful life ~ cause I be a good guy good student good son before , I also be a bad guy bad student bad son before , my memory enough to let me repeat forever, all the people , all the friends have the different story from me ..

I got to tell you a one of truth about me , for u maybe I m a bad bf , never care my healthy ,never care my future…but actually for other people other friend other auntie uncle relatives , they will have different story … I gonna be legendary for them … for guy friends I am the one who always helping when they sad ,when they need help … for some girl friends I m the one who the first always accompany when they sad, when they need help , when they need guy who protect them …in my life , that’s no one proud how you good in study , just got people proud how kind of you , how smart of you , how gentle of you .. so that day accident I never cry never sad , cause I m a legendary guy ,and I know that my life wont so easy end up!

The only thing I regret that I hurt u deeply, I can’t be the one you need … but I proud that I can be the one my friend need me …you are right , I m not a good bf , cause I sad , I pain I never told you, cause I too care about your feeling , too care you get hurt ,too care you get sad , too care my lovely you cry … I always hope that you never drop any sad tears for me , but you always drop … ya , for me you are very childish and easy get hurt girl , so many year you never understand me and I not dare say you are childish cause you easy get hurt, no matter what you did to me , I also won’t say you childish , too care your feeling maybe~ your thinking only got one way … maybe this is your characters ba ~you are too “dan chun”~

I should admit i using few ex-gf to ganti you before , but can't... can't ganti at all , now i only understand why can't~cause this kind of thing ,should using my mind to let it go ... just like now i let you go and i won't feel hurt n heart pain ~

I have lost the feel for writing few months ago , but today you help me write a lot things about my mind…the ending I still need to say , thanks for so many year our sad and happy memory ,love you miss you and end it up now ~New C.w n M.y have come in next minute

3 comments:

  1. 为什么相爱的人不能够在一起????
    偏偏变成了回忆????
    what for???hw come will like tat??

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  2. 或许分开是一种解脱,对她而言,或许不再会流眼泪吧~

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  3. When tomorrow turns in today, yesterday, and someday that no more important in your memory, we suddenly realize that we r pushed forward by time. This is not a train in still in which you may feel forward when another train goes by. It is the truth that we've all grown up. And we become different.

    well life is bullshit but interesting do what you feel is right^^

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