垃圾文章

想了很久，

都不懂改写什么好。

曾以为不去在乎任何人，

会令自己不再烦恼伤心，

反之也让自己变得越来越冷淡。

从前小时候，是家里的宝贝儿子，

哥哥姐姐都大过我，

没有人会理会我所说的东西，

总是活在一个人。

直到现在的之前，

感情丰富，

之到

感情封闭，

到底我变得如何？

真的不再去聆听别人心身了？

没有感情的人根本写不出任何感人的事，

就连自己看了也觉得是垃圾文章...

最好的朋友依然是你~blog~

或许感情悠久，
或许很多年连接下来的感情，
令我感觉心痛当我懂你有了男友~

呵呵~
我正在冷冻我的心，
敷药在伤口，
唯一良药，
就是写出来，

心渐渐的好回，
越写越不在乎了，
越写越真心祝福，
越写越觉得答案并不重要，
越写越平复了~

这个只是普通的废blog,
只是用来平复我的心，

或许一切问题来至于太在乎。

我慢慢明白了让自己开心之道是如何了~
就是不要太在乎于朋友之间的友谊，
这样他们的死活不是你的问题，
不要太在乎于爱情，
这样就不会有痛的感觉~

JusT a Question from my classmate, kaishi

God really is in this world ?
The world really create by God?

I'm got no comment to all the religions ,
Just want to ask ...

God got gender?
God appear in your life before ?

I trust that the world maybe got God ,
But i feel that got a lot different God ,
Which 1 is the truth ?

Some of my friends, relatives , family those who trust their religion ,
They always tell me that ,
You didn't die on that accident is because God blessing You ...

But i feel very confuse,
cause what i remember is ,
that day i came out from the car (my friends still at there worry about his car total lost , he didn't even check his friends injured or not)
The blood none-stop bleeding from my face ,
I can't see where am i ,
I don't know how the road,

I just know,
I came out from the car by myself ,
I find a place to lying down by myself ,
To stop bleeding ...
I try to shout to my friends for help ...
And call my brother to let my friend talk to ...
At the end , i was alive...

That's no god around me ,
That's no any illusion between Angel & Death (All the religion say that , when u nearly die , u will see where you will go after you die )
So i alive is because i want to alive ,
So i control my life by my hand ...

Maybe it got a lot of thing can't explain in this world,
Maybe the world really create by God?

But we are born by our parents,
Our life was control by our hand...

If the God really controling our life ,
Why got Poor and Rich different ?
Why got Bad and Good different ?

Only 1 God in this world ?
Or Few God To create this world?


--------------------Thanks For William, A Question i think when i was form1-------------------